My fingers idle momentarily, and during my pause I fight with myself. Perhaps I made a mistake? Block. I do what most women do and suggest it needed to be done. He won’t care or notice. Right? An hour goes by and I check my phone… Oh shit… He’s gone to my website…guilt sinks in….
Category: understanding
The Hatred Flip – An Epidemic
As far as the eye can see, everyone almost everywhere has a problem with everything. I said this a few years ago and I stand by it. First – the race wars. Can you not tell you’re being pitted against each other, as you both starve to death, think you’re right? I won’t condone racism…
🥀The Fray is at Nearly 100k Views!🥀
The is altogether at the moment, things cans definitely shift as the week goes along! If you have Instagram, please give my page a follow (@theheiressjcs) so you can be included in the group channel. I post a lot of my updates there’s – and videos are seen first from those who join. Recently, I…
Light on My Feet
Almost every morning, I make bread to go with breakfast. I enjoy doing this because it eliminates buying items that only last a few days. Whole wheat flour lasts me at least a couple of weeks, and there’s so many things I can do with it. This week will be interesting – I have writing…
🥀For Women like Me – Nia, from The Fray🥀
I am sipping wine on this fake holiday, but instead of celebrating a country being usurped from those who already called this place home… I am celebrating 🥀The Fray🥀 Dear “black” girl, we did it. I’ve written a lot of books, and all the main female characters are a woman of color. I made sure…
Momentary
I idled between responding again, or leaving it be. Talking to strangers isn’t necessarily my strong suit. While it may seem I am confident, I often diction better than most. Crosshairs occur, and suddenly I am egoistical and besides myself. I breathed deeply, thumb hovering over the tab for his name. Then a brief pause…
A Busy Street
People are going to meet you where they are mentally, because they know nothing else. Unless they have taken strides to change their patterned behavior, they will present their lowest form to your highest form – and assume you’re the bad guy. The deflection, crude behavior, and insults are a defense mechanism coming from someone…
Secretly Hating the Woman He Loved
What’s a time you followed your gut and it turned out to be exactly right? Supposedly. I speak on this in my blog, occasionally. One day, I got this strange feeling my ex was competing with me. It started with a Maxim cover girl contest I entered. I was doing well – I stayed number…
Dusty
Venus is exalted in my charts, in the place it should be. Venus in Pisces means it’s exalted. So my love for fashion, beautiful things and always needing to doll up is an expression of that. I am once again complaining about how dusty everyone is. I’m not saying you should be just like me….
To Click the Link
My favorite thing…is when someone likes the link for my posts. But they never click to read them 🤭 It doesn’t upset me, it’s funny. The human race runs off of surface appearances. What it looks like rather than what it feels like. To that I say – it isn’t support. Yet, I am aware…