My schedule has definitely changed, but so has a lot of things. I’m up early to work. The earlier I start, the more money I can make (and the more I can relax!) Having systemic lupus has halted a lot of things I can do. This isn’t something where I’m not taking care of myself…
Tag: self made
Infiltration
And out of no where, the scavengers arrived. Picking, eating, destroying. Yet, no one had perished. You forget about someone else’s nature when you work on yourself. I don’t consider the bad people will do until they do it. I’m no stranger to piggy back riders and people who hijack ladder climbing. Someone keeps selling…
Exquisite As Such
I do not replace my phone for the newest model. I buy items they will last – silver, gold, genuine leather, silks, furs and cotton. Sometimes linen. I polish shoes, fix holes. I do my own hair and nails. I know the value in myself without all of those things. I define luxury in my…
More Than Ever
In 2022-2023, the actors guild went on strike. It was the longest strike in the history of the entertainment industry – all actors big and small were included. We found out (some of us already knew) most actors were BROKE. Which is hilarious, because we were taught to believe they were rich. During the same…
I Need Your Help
This is both nerve wracking and unnerving all in the same breath. Every time I look at my art and Savage Fenty X’s product, I sink a little deeper into my sorrows. Not much of a crier, but I am not happy. And I won’t be until this is resolved. I’ve set up a GoFund…
Remaining Independent
I knew someone who worked for Warner Bros. He hated the entertainment business and left. We became friends through our mutual interests – writing. He loved my work and told me if I ever did film or animation, to remain independent. I couldn’t agree more, now. I have had so many influencers copy my style,…
The End of Pointlessness
I watched a woman craft three books and an owl for a lighter cover – the entire time, my eyes hovered over her left thumb nail, as her name was neatly scrolled on it. It’s to keep someone from stealing it and trying to claim her content as their own. That will always be the…
Etsy is Gone – So is True Creativity
Not in a literal sense, but it is shocking to see where they’ve turned. In late November of 2025, I set out to purchase animatronic angel wings. I found a seller with five stars on Etsy and placed an order. Beforehand, I also purchased handmade crown headphones, a Opalite wand, and a fairy butterfly head…
No New Friends
I won’t divulge entirely on the information I received today, but it did answer a lot of questions about things that have been going on around me. 💡 No, I don’t like it – but it comes with the territory! What is she talking about. To be as vague as possible, I’ll simply say all…
Grateful to be Self Made
I’m finding the silver lining in being self made once again. Before I faced myself and my fears, I would kind of complain about it. It was disguised as me being overly independent. I didn’t feel like I was heard enough. As I’ve gotten older, I realized how much of a gimmick everything is. It…