Whenever there’s a publication with my name on it, my best pictures are available 🤣 Yes…this is my good side. I am honored to be working with Voyage Magazine and Canvas Rebel again. This year has been crazy! But things are settling down. Evwn if the feds raised interest rates right before holiday season. Interesting…
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New Beginnings
It’s been nearly ten years since I paid for my own phone plan. And even then, it was strained. I was dealing with the father of my younger boys. He was out of control. Drugs, cheating, lying and stealing. He eventually began trying to steal from me. I was set back in a major way….
Hidden Reality
Did things get worse or have they always been bad? My boys and I are transitioning. I started school for psychology recently, and things have been looking up. We’re residing in a studio apartment now. While things are still tight…it beats where we were. I’m not one to steal for food, so watching residents where…
A Little Lift
What does it mean to have done well? When I speak with the older generations about my work, they think 3,000 views is a lot. They’re not wrong. When I meet new people, they’re always astounded by my accomplishment. “70k fans and millions of views?! You’re famous!” Then there’s me, having listened to someone who…
The Haze
I asked for help, she blocked me. Not – “I’m sorry. I can’t help.” That’s fair. We weren’t that close. That’s how most Americans are… I have a folded lung and clots as well. I’m tired. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. There has been good. A handful of people have helped me…
Made It
Is this what my exes were clamoring over? It was a lot of hard work, however I remained on the path – yet I am still on said path. My last blog post was cryptic, but I was tired. ABY has changed their program to benefit their creators with royalties. This expansion comes right around…
Exquisite As Such
I do not replace my phone for the newest model. I buy items they will last – silver, gold, genuine leather, silks, furs and cotton. Sometimes linen. I polish shoes, fix holes. I do my own hair and nails. I know the value in myself without all of those things. I define luxury in my…
Insane
Imagine being my ex for a moment. I know, absolute ick. You’ve just told me how well The Fray is going to do, and how no matter what…you’ll support me. That’s late 2024, before things took off. Before the interviews came, the followers, and the notoriety. Before I received money owed to me, and I…
Governing the Horizon
I’ve spoken about this for awhile now. Traveling some distance to reach my destination. Last week, I arrived at what I’d call a home base – or at least I understand the journey now and I know my path. Then this thought came to mind, and you can call it what you like. How was…
The Audacity
You adapt to life, or you should. You also hope that when certain things fail you, you’re still going to adapt. I never know where I’m going to land. I seem to always have my eyes closed. I checked on numbers for the last three months. Somehow, I managed to keep millions of eyes on…