I looked into my birth charts to better understand a few things. It’s like a road map to my life, and I’ve missed certain bits this entire time.
There, in the seventh house sits Saturn. Of all fucking planets. With Sagittarius.
Which means only one thing.
Sagittarius connections will be karmic.
My ex was a Sagittarius, as was the father of my boys. As was Rockefeller. They all disappointed me in different ways, and handled my departure differently as well.
The father of my boys tried to ruin my credit, and used my information in the attempts to get tax refunds, and unemployment. Neither were verified and I was informed about a year later – and he’s vanished. He had a drug problem. We’re not thinking he’s even alive.
Rockefeller under delivered, offering me a film and falling short – because I wouldn’t sleep with him. He then hacked my old phone, rigged Disney plus, signed me up for “guaranteed entries” for film fests. But never apologized. I still don’t know where else he had his hand – but at least he didn’t use my information to destroy my credit.
Then there’s my recent ex, who started trying to sabotage my Facebook page because he saw there was growth in my career. Then he began lying, he over spent, maxed out a $5k credit card, and lied about archangel Michael visiting him. Safe to say he is exactly where I left him…when I first found him.
All of these were lessons. It isn’t to say all Sagittarius men are bad, but I’ve had my fill. For a zodiac sign that likes adventure…they get stuck on women they’ve disappointed for some reason.
Then there’s this recording artist, who we shall not name. I’ve seen everything he’s done, and I’m just not invested enough to care. He too, is a Sagittarius. I don’t like the vibe – he’s following about 5k people. The ex who maxed out his credit card (and couldn’t pay it back) had a similar scenario. Back up women just in case it all goes awry.
And, with the exclusion of Rockefeller, the others weren’t honest about their sexuality. Closeted homosexuals are typically bigots, hypocrites, womanizers, and they do sleep with both sexes. Their take is to insult homosexual men and transgender women to cover their tracks. Then have behind the scenes relationships with the people they pretend to hate.
I’d much rather have someone tell me up front, because I wouldn’t tolerate cheating. Everyone knows that. But to pretend you’d never…
That is insulting my intelligence.
So, Saturn’s return for me?
Are you truly going to keep repeating the same mistakes with the same person, packaged in a different way?
No. I’m not. Lesson learned.