Bandwidth – A Poem

The type to float through the nightPretend not to tryCoast till tears dryI remember finding myselfAfter I lived too long in hell. Now I have the chance to build upBetter than beforeWatch my spread my wingsWatch me fly and soar I hand a better chance becauseThe past has been left behindNo more milk to spillNo…

Home

The quiet of a Sunday morning can be compared to nothing…it wins the week. The fans are humming, the sun is still rising. I’ve been through hell. Somehow, I came out unscathed. Someone finally looked at me and gave me peace. I didn’t have to do a single and dance, they simply just care. I…

Grateful to be Self Made

I’m finding the silver lining in being self made once again. Before I faced myself and my fears, I would kind of complain about it. It was disguised as me being overly independent. I didn’t feel like I was heard enough. As I’ve gotten older, I realized how much of a gimmick everything is. It…

There Was a Shift

Yesterday, I was hoping views would go over 100 by next Monday on ABY’s website – I woke up to 130. The Fray is outperforming other creators on TikTok with the same follower count as me. And, it’s closing in on 29k reads for my website. The Fray has taken over. This is incredible –…

🥀The Fray🥀 Will Become an Animated Series!

I took a shot in the dark with this! Recently, I decided to take a leap of faith and submitted the manuscript for 🥀The Fray🥀 to become an animated series. I wasn’t sure it would be chosen, given that the book is 100k word Dark Fantasy novel. I am happy to announce that is exactly…

Ms. Worldwide 🌍

Wow guys 🤩 How did we get here? I didn’t even know this was something I could unlock! I’ve worked really hard towards keeping my content active, I didn’t consider which countries I was reaching. I’m really proud of this, considering I do everything on my own. I don’t plan on stopping anytime soon, and…

The Rain We Needed

Denver spent the majority of winter almost without a single snowflake in sight. The meteorologist love getting on camera and telling us we’re doomed – “We’re in a severe drought.” Believe what you want. The last time I heard that, I was 14 going on 15. And America started a war in Iraq. Something about…

Conversations

It’s not something you want to think about, but it surfaces. I was recalling the past and an epiphany came to me. The beginning of when my ex started becoming jealous is unclear, but it started to unravel in the middle of 2025. He started lying and acting unusual because he was forcing his hand…

It Wouldn’t Have Been Enough

We weren’t going to make it – my ex and I. Why are you bringing this up? I was working on – and still am, understanding that what I’ve done and the results of it are more than enough. Particularly because it is toxic to do otherwise. It hit me this morning, as I went…

Gently

“Violence is the answer,” he said, “men need to be killed to get the message.” It was someone’s opinion in raising the divine feminine. To kill men who hurt women and children. Using violence to abate violence creates a bigger problem. No one wants the soft and gentle approach because it isn’t outlandish. We’ve been…