I do not replace my phone for the newest model. I buy items they will last – silver, gold, genuine leather, silks, furs and cotton. Sometimes linen. I polish shoes, fix holes. I do my own hair and nails. I know the value in myself without all of those things. I define luxury in my…
Category: Divine Feminine
🪐Updates for The Dirty Deities🪐
Obviously, I immediately jumped on showcasing The Dirty Deities. After submitting the manuscript to Aby, it may be the next animated series. Regardless, it’s need the spotlight. This is one of my favorite projects, and probably always will be. It was written in 2019, and published in early 2020. While it didn’t receive the attention…
A Difference
In raptures of the vocals to a song I love, I smile to myself. I…melt inside, if you will. To every which way that is possible. The lyrics hit a pinpoint in me. I lavish on the idealism…when I realize the song is about me. My ex would never… The joke floating around is –…
Dark and Brooding
Behind the ominous exterior, and sultry demands sits a man with a beating heart. Warm, gentle, cautious. Everyone else has liked all of my posts… He chose one. Eyelet top, polka shorts. Curly hair. Not as much make up. The setting is dark. I smile. I’m attracted to shadows, monsters, and mayhem. The misunderstood intensity…
Met My Match
My fingers idle momentarily, and during my pause I fight with myself. Perhaps I made a mistake? Block. I do what most women do and suggest it needed to be done. He won’t care or notice. Right? An hour goes by and I check my phone… Oh shit… He’s gone to my website…guilt sinks in….
Your Attention – A Poem
Hi…Let’s go waste timeDid I mention IThink you’re my type? We…We could just be.Exactly what…Each other needs. Passion creeps in a good waySay it out loud, you want to stayAnd I…want to take my time…
Who – Limerick
Who would have thoughtI’d be on the ropesWhen it came to love?Who would have thoughtI drowned in worriesBecause it seems too much? Never really want you to leave.I think that your place is with me I’ll give it my all, just as I fallI don’t want a reprieveDon’t wanna get up,this ain’t a crushWhat have…
The Mother Wound
On your quest to rediscover who you are, you often, unfortunately uncover injuries from your upbringing that bring about terrible memories. While we talk about lack of love or abuse from fathers often, I think we don’t divulge enough on abusive mothers. First and foremost, despite how my mother was, I loved her. However, love…
Sober, from The Dirty Deities
Sober Everyday, for nearly three and a half weeks, Shawn administered Marvel, twice a day to keep Alana happy. She never seemed to come down, but he wanted to make sure she never did while they were at Daldestine. Pixie was watching the pair from a far at all times, more so concerned about Alana…
It Wouldn’t Have Been Enough
We weren’t going to make it – my ex and I. Why are you bringing this up? I was working on – and still am, understanding that what I’ve done and the results of it are more than enough. Particularly because it is toxic to do otherwise. It hit me this morning, as I went…