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Something beautiful is unfolding from, what I would say, is a sacred place. Completely out of my control, I might add.

As it’s unfolded, I can say that the person who is pursuing me in a sense…is more than definitely in my league. Even if he doesn’t think he is.

All I have seen and heard is opposition and opinions. Competition and manipulation (poor manipulation at that).

And I said to myself…only when it was possibly with someone with whom I may belong, right?

I’ve had the craziest things said to me within the last couple of weeks, and I’m actually not insulted. It’s funny.

It’s funny that someone who’s tried to take me down before, and was unsuccessful…is trying years later. Nothing changed. I’m still repulsed.

Something rare is occurring. Like a wish fulfillment. Like a dream materialized on earth, and embodied two people.

Like it’s still star dust but divine as fuck, and definitely meant to be.

And then there’s this guy…not where he should be mentally but thinking he can have someone who’s learned their worth a billion times over…

If I reject you once, you won’t get to try again. I’ll remember it and be kind. But no.