I asked for help, she blocked me. Not – “I’m sorry. I can’t help.” That’s fair. We weren’t that close. That’s how most Americans are… I have a folded lung and clots as well. I’m tired. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. There has been good. A handful of people have helped me…
Category: 3D hell
The Hush
Sometimes…ego shows up as madness, disguised as constriction. The squeeze, the breathlessness…the attempts to quiet you. Ever so elegantly and politely. That is far more dangerous than any out of control fire. By the time you realize it’s happening… It could be too late. I speak of my own self detriment. My own need to…
Quality Over Quantity
What quality do you value most in a friend? As I’ve gotten older – I value outright honesty and integrity. I had a bout with someone recently because they lied – they kept suggesting we’d be friends. I can’t make out their entire motive, but they were trying to attach themselves to me. When I…
The Rain We Needed
Denver spent the majority of winter almost without a single snowflake in sight. The meteorologist love getting on camera and telling us we’re doomed – “We’re in a severe drought.” Believe what you want. The last time I heard that, I was 14 going on 15. And America started a war in Iraq. Something about…
Stay Mad
I didn’t capitalize Blacks and I don’t think it would have made a difference – “What race do I identify as? Well – a large number of African Americans know I’m mixed but they’re never sure with what. White people never know either 😂 Latin Americans? Automatically. 🤣 I am Afro-Mexicana. My biggest issue is…
It All Circles Back to Comprehension
Or in this instance, the lack of. This is an observation – the many conversations held between groups of people, and how they almost always break down in context because people have a hard time understanding unbiased points. I’m choosing a neutral term because that is the space I take up. For example – men…
Don’t Believe The Hype
You’ve read correctly. Have you always wondered how influencers and people with millions of followers got there? Running ads through companies who offer packages. For example, twenty dollars for one hundred followers and so on. Some of those companies choose any profile – even spam profiles. So the seams of the veil have been completely…
Uranus in Your Bones
The solar system is theoretically thought to be a system without a system. It is the structure of a divine being, and we are all connected. Bone pain. At random, too. My legs ache and I’m tired. But the new timeline shift has occurred and it does come with its mild issues. Whenever we shift,…
And There Are Men Who Could Never
Something beautiful is unfolding from, what I would say, is a sacred place. Completely out of my control, I might add. As it’s unfolded, I can say that the person who is pursuing me in a sense…is more than definitely in my league. Even if he doesn’t think he is. All I have seen and…
Murky Cosmic Water
One thing I cannot stand in this day and age is when an astrologer or tarot card reader tries to gain attention by making false claims to ruffle someone’s feathers. Be it mentioning what planets are in which houses, or grouping four zodiac signs in a group and casting them into the fire…it is always…