What does it mean to have done well? When I speak with the older generations about my work, they think 3,000 views is a lot. They’re not wrong. When I meet new people, they’re always astounded by my accomplishment. “70k fans and millions of views?! You’re famous!” Then there’s me, having listened to someone who…
Category: Accomplished
🥀The Fray🥀Has Surpassed 300k View!
While I’ve been rebuilding from the ground up, I hadn’t been as attentive on social media, especially. So much was going on. Last night, I decided to check numbers and received a wonderful surprise. The Fray had been viewed over 300k times on Instagram. That is amazing. I really should celebrate that, given everything I’ve…
These Boys(Ain’t Cute Enough) – One Year Anniversary 🥳
One year ago today, I took my rage, disappointment, heartache and frustrations and made one of the best songs I’ve ever created. It was done during a time I knew things were shifting. I was taking care of my sick mother, and I just discovered my ex’s treachery. I heard the song in my head,…
The Haze
I asked for help, she blocked me. Not – “I’m sorry. I can’t help.” That’s fair. We weren’t that close. That’s how most Americans are… I have a folded lung and clots as well. I’m tired. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. There has been good. A handful of people have helped me…
Infiltration
And out of no where, the scavengers arrived. Picking, eating, destroying. Yet, no one had perished. You forget about someone else’s nature when you work on yourself. I don’t consider the bad people will do until they do it. I’m no stranger to piggy back riders and people who hijack ladder climbing. Someone keeps selling…
True Love
What’s the weirdest coincidence you’ve ever experienced? Late spring of 2025, my personal Facebook page (switched to business) started getting reported. This was around the same time I received my third magazine interview – and I was nominated for a prestigious award. My ex addressed concern for my page being reported. He seemed upset, but…
Exquisite As Such
I do not replace my phone for the newest model. I buy items they will last – silver, gold, genuine leather, silks, furs and cotton. Sometimes linen. I polish shoes, fix holes. I do my own hair and nails. I know the value in myself without all of those things. I define luxury in my…
Scrambling
Being self made means people believe they have access to you and your resources. They don’t. All aspects of The Fray and other works coming will be handled by Aby One, which cuts out a lot of extra foot work. While I’m a fan of the enthusiasm this person was showing, I’ve also fallen victim…
Insane
Imagine being my ex for a moment. I know, absolute ick. You’ve just told me how well The Fray is going to do, and how no matter what…you’ll support me. That’s late 2024, before things took off. Before the interviews came, the followers, and the notoriety. Before I received money owed to me, and I…