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In times like these, I like to calm down, and relax. Spirit and Source are saying so – and I agree fully.

So much has happened, but one thing I keep being told has repeated over and over again. I need to hear it, and then there’s realization.

I took a different route this time. I have spent a very long time healing myself – walking away from connections that no longer serve a higher purpose. Turning down suitors, breaking up with people who don’t deserve me. And realizing my choices land me in different landscapes.

A lot of self love went into this journey. It isn’t just shopping or doing a facial. It’s sleeping and ignoring text messages. Watching my favorite shows. Eating right and taking walks. And doing crafts that make me happy,

I was very narrow minded for a long time, and I can tell you…that path is unyielding and difficult to trek.

When I was looking for a sign of hope, one didn’t arrive. I had to navigate my way out of my pridefulness, and work on my shadow work. I accepted many things about myself, opening my eyes to how blind I had been about pretty much everything.

But, I didn’t expect anything. The contentment was more than enough.

Then came the outpouring of abundance. And it has been nonstop.

I will say this and a lot will dislike me for it. If you are experiencing lack, you cannot expect a fortune. You are experiencing less because you believe less is all there is.

It seems magical or impossible….but changing how you think…changes your reality around you. I’ve witnessed people say they didn’t deserve anything, and all they got was nothing in return for that.

However, those same individuals couldn’t fathom my contentment…and the abundance that followed. We have all been trapped, and usually we are the perpetrator.

The signs I have been seeing in such abundance has been like a chorus of angels specifically meant for me. The details, key points, truths, similarities.

I would not have seen this with a clouded, prideful mind.

Food for thought.