People can be cruel, I’ve seen my fair share of it. I’m positive I’ve been cruel during my lowest days.
Nothing compares to blood mistreating you.
Except redemption.
Reap what you sow.
I’m watching it unfold. My body type, race, even my gender wereunder this persons scope. My mistakes, my shortcomings…my pain.
One day in 2021, I decided instead of retaliating…to do better. That Christmas was hard. I was depressed, single and trying to keep myself together. The following month, I had a wonderful dream, literally about my significant other. I had spent the first half of the year continuously working on myself, using my oracle deck and creating.
And then my grandfather passed. I was broken. He was sick, and hadn’t told any of us.
My uncle discovered he had a laptop, and offered it to me. I gladly accepted it. I was using a cheap tablet at the time.
My mother realized what it meant – I would no longer be needing her in that area. She glared at us from across the room as my uncle explained that it was brand new, and ready to go.
Two nights later, she screeched at me for charging it. “The light is too bright!” She hissed and glared.
“You’re not asleep. I can’t charge my laptop?”
She fell silent, and apologized the next day.
After that, things just kept getting better. An ex of mine pulled out payday loans in 2009, without my permission. The bank refunded everything except certain fees. It forever marked my banking history. The same bank reimbursed me for the damages -$400, two checks…July 2022.
I was elated. I thought…”me…walking away from slithering on the ground with individuals who’d rather see me suffer is working in my favor.”
But that’s not why I stopped. I stopped because I decided being like the enemy or anyone trying to hurt me would be pointless. We would always fight. Who wants to do that?
More incredible things started happening. Money that was rightly mine from the IRS was disbursed…money I really needed. It set me up for a while.
And then he walked in…
And I immediately said, “we’re going to end up together.”
I was completely smitten – everything he did was incredible to me. The way he spoke, his music tastes. Even his style in clothing. All of those things were hitting high marks – but his absolute need to talk to me everyday…no matter what won me over.
He never ceased, he never lied. He was always happy to hear from me. He kept his word, he read my books. Then he bought his ticket to visit. I realized things were getting serious and I could depend on him.
Since late 2022, we’ve just about been inseparable. There was a pause where I needed to clear my head, then we were attached at the hip again.
And now, still dwelling in each others light, everything continues getting better. Moment after moment, smile after smile. Him and I, hand in hand.
When he said, “I want to spend eons with you…” I cried. I cried because out of all the things I wished for, while I was aligning, balancing and healing…THAT, that pledge of utter love and honesty. Him being vulnerable and showing his true self…
Was all I had ever asked for, because that’s I what I have to offer. And it was paid back, in full. Infinity over.
If you are ever wondering what healing and alignment does, now you have a short preview of it.
The Heiress JCS 