The more you think you can’t, the more you won’t. Entering friendships and relationships to obtain something other than genuine love…makes you a loser. I guess I can say it gentler, but it’s true. A lot of individuals seek connections to grow their career or bank account. To say who they know. To use the…
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A Difference
In raptures of the vocals to a song I love, I smile to myself. I…melt inside, if you will. To every which way that is possible. The lyrics hit a pinpoint in me. I lavish on the idealism…when I realize the song is about me. My ex would never… The joke floating around is –…
Secretly Hating the Woman He Loved
What’s a time you followed your gut and it turned out to be exactly right? Supposedly. I speak on this in my blog, occasionally. One day, I got this strange feeling my ex was competing with me. It started with a Maxim cover girl contest I entered. I was doing well – I stayed number…
Making Him Aware
Let’s be honest, it’s a catchy title. But it’s been nine months now, and I discovered a hilarious truth recently. I kept seeing content my ex would look at. Given that neither of us communicate, I found that pretty odd. People kept suggesting he was stalking all of my accounts. It’s not as if I’d…
Conversations
It’s not something you want to think about, but it surfaces. I was recalling the past and an epiphany came to me. The beginning of when my ex started becoming jealous is unclear, but it started to unravel in the middle of 2025. He started lying and acting unusual because he was forcing his hand…
It Wouldn’t Have Been Enough
We weren’t going to make it – my ex and I. Why are you bringing this up? I was working on – and still am, understanding that what I’ve done and the results of it are more than enough. Particularly because it is toxic to do otherwise. It hit me this morning, as I went…
Authentic Design
I have never been a fan of infidelity. It’s happened to me. I remember giving excuses to their poor behavior, too. I also don’t condone infidelity for financial gain. Bamboozling men or women to pay rent isn’t necessary – you made it necessary. That type of behavior will never fill that void of inadequacies you…
Lyrics to Sad Boi Moment
verse 1 – It was take it or leave it, it was damn he’s so fine. It was I’m tangled up, I want to be loose – want him to be mine. So I conspired. I dreamt everyday. I wondered if he ever looked at me and wanted to say, “can I just have you…
A Stroll
Taking in the sounds, animals, pieces of nature I can visually gather…taking a walk is my favorite physical activity. Sex is epic, needed even. When the cause and affect isn’t present (ie. my s/o) a stroll is on the menu. You can think – evaluate even. Breathe. Enjoy your music, ignore your phone. Then you…