My schedule has definitely changed, but so has a lot of things. I’m up early to work. The earlier I start, the more money I can make (and the more I can relax!) Having systemic lupus has halted a lot of things I can do. This isn’t something where I’m not taking care of myself…
🥀The Fray Universe🥀
More is coming. I felt I needed a new character, something that would make the story a little darker. Concept artwork is still being finished, but this newest edition stretches The Fray further. He’s named Donovan “Dark Seed,” belonging to a group of marked elves known as The Judged. Of course there is prejudice present….
Stabilizing
We spend a unique amount of time clawing to the top. Not realizing that whenever we feel it isn’t enough, as someone who I’m dating recently said – you move the goal post. I stopped mid conversation and agreed. Call it what you want. Imposter syndrome, lack of self-confidence. How can someone who’s reached tens…
Implement
Like any word, scarcity can be shifted, varying on the situation. A much needed item can be scarce. Like water or food. Knowledge even. Love too, which is not necessarily tangible, can be lacking. But we often don’t use this word or think to do so when it comes to mindset. I see this thought…
New Beginnings
It’s been nearly ten years since I paid for my own phone plan. And even then, it was strained. I was dealing with the father of my younger boys. He was out of control. Drugs, cheating, lying and stealing. He eventually began trying to steal from me. I was set back in a major way….
Hidden Reality
Did things get worse or have they always been bad? My boys and I are transitioning. I started school for psychology recently, and things have been looking up. We’re residing in a studio apartment now. While things are still tight…it beats where we were. I’m not one to steal for food, so watching residents where…
Weekend Updates 🖤
Things are beginning to settle down, after a very rough late spring, and summer. I wasn’t sure what would happen, those were scary times. But, we often go through things to highlight what we need to work on. Those type of shadows bring out the reality we often try to run from. I’m happy to…
A Little Lift
What does it mean to have done well? When I speak with the older generations about my work, they think 3,000 views is a lot. They’re not wrong. When I meet new people, they’re always astounded by my accomplishment. “70k fans and millions of views?! You’re famous!” Then there’s me, having listened to someone who…
🥀The Fray🥀Has Surpassed 300k Views!
While I’ve been rebuilding from the ground up, I hadn’t been as attentive on social media, especially. So much was going on. Last night, I decided to check numbers and received a wonderful surprise. The Fray had been viewed over 300k times on Instagram. That is amazing. I really should celebrate that, given everything I’ve…
These Boys(Ain’t Cute Enough) – One Year Anniversary 🥳
One year ago today, I took my rage, disappointment, heartache and frustrations and made one of the best songs I’ve ever created. It was done during a time I knew things were shifting. I was taking care of my sick mother, and I just discovered my ex’s treachery. I heard the song in my head,…