What’s something you used to worry about but don’t anymore? Let’s be honest – a lot of us post to get views. Be it social media or your website. I used to worry myself sick about reaching the right audience…and keeping their attention. Having gone through the trials I have, and coming out on the…
Category: Discernment
Meant To Be
I’ve been answering a lot of my own questions lately, which lead me to realize – I should be writing. There are other things I’m wonderful at. I am a goddess of words though – as though I am the word. I recall finishing The Fray, and the release that occurred (and the hatred from…
Dark and Brooding
Behind the ominous exterior, and sultry demands sits a man with a beating heart. Warm, gentle, cautious. Everyone else has liked all of my posts… He chose one. Eyelet top, polka shorts. Curly hair. Not as much make up. The setting is dark. I smile. I’m attracted to shadows, monsters, and mayhem. The misunderstood intensity…
Met My Match
My fingers idle momentarily, and during my pause I fight with myself. Perhaps I made a mistake? Block. I do what most women do and suggest it needed to be done. He won’t care or notice. Right? An hour goes by and I check my phone… Oh shit… He’s gone to my website…guilt sinks in….
Meta’s Takedown
We’re talking about this again – and here’s why. For years, many other creators have wondered how people were getting paid, getting views, and beating the system. While everyone who lost a page is complaining, no one is telling you that their pages were removed due to bots used from other companies to drive in…
New Shock
Admittedly – I never check other features for my videos. I post or run ads and keep it simple. I’ve now discovered people are saving and sharing my video for The Fray. Oh my. Saving and sharing? I want to hide? No, that’s really good to see. It is currently a little over 38k views…
The Mother Wound
On your quest to rediscover who you are, you often, unfortunately uncover injuries from your upbringing that bring about terrible memories. While we talk about lack of love or abuse from fathers often, I think we don’t divulge enough on abusive mothers. First and foremost, despite how my mother was, I loved her. However, love…
It Wouldn’t Have Been Enough
We weren’t going to make it – my ex and I. Why are you bringing this up? I was working on – and still am, understanding that what I’ve done and the results of it are more than enough. Particularly because it is toxic to do otherwise. It hit me this morning, as I went…
Back to Me – a Limerick
We are gliding past chancesAfraid of all the hurt, but the past is Bringing you hereBringing you nearBringing you back to me.I am your dollPedestal and all.Bringing you back to me. We hate that there’s a feeling loomingGive our all, even if we’re filled with doom and… You’ll be right hereBringing me nearBringing you back…
The Scenery
The Universe has a funny way of showing you how good it can get – and it always seems to be when you’re down on the wire. When your last fuck was given. When it seems you can’t catch a break. It comes all at once and when you least expect it. It saves you….