We weren’t going to make it – my ex and I. Why are you bringing this up? I was working on – and still am, understanding that what I’ve done and the results of it are more than enough. Particularly because it is toxic to do otherwise. It hit me this morning, as I went…
Category: Discernment
Back to Me – a Limerick
We are gliding past chancesAfraid of all the hurt, but the past is Bringing you hereBringing you nearBringing you back to me.I am your dollPedestal and all.Bringing you back to me. We hate that there’s a feeling loomingGive our all, even if we’re filled with doom and… You’ll be right hereBringing me nearBringing you back…
The Scenery
The Universe has a funny way of showing you how good it can get – and it always seems to be when you’re down on the wire. When your last fuck was given. When it seems you can’t catch a break. It comes all at once and when you least expect it. It saves you….
You Are Already There
You did the hard work. You saw everything through. You were fighting other people’s monsters, and trying to tame yours as well. If no one’s told you yet, let me be the first to say… You are already there. You don’t have to take such long strides now. Your monster fighting days are over. The…
The Ick
Every single person attached to my ex did the same thing just about – orbited into my atmosphere, compared, competed. And lost. He has a gathering of pick me women. I was in the wrong place. Someone recently asked why I produced and wrote These Boys(Ain’t Cute Enough) and here’s why – “He was jealous…
Many Horizons
Funny story – someone who I helped would never repost my work, only other reposts! Their numbers and engagement are low. I helped because that’s what you should do. If you claim to be someone’s friend…act like it! Do I need her help? No. But the fact that it took a few seconds to repost…
3/3/3 Full Blood Moon (Lunar Eclipse!)
I am very tired today. I’m not typically this tired. Ergo, over the weekend, I had a lot of fun. I was out on my first date during the planetary parade. Let’s just say my date went extremely well. Let’s just say it’s divine timing. The energy from all of the celestial events is so…
Uplifted
A lot of what I witness now happens for two reasons – people do not change, and they hope you haven’t. My ex said this perfectly last night, and I couldn’t agree more, “people love their bullshit.” When you are unaware, haven’t healed and have no idea what’s going on, everything triggers you. People can…
Dark Femme – Hidden
Barely entering a coffee shop, several people look up and watch me. I’m nervous, and I hate conversations. People prod to see how far they can get. If they can’t break past my defenses, I’m a bitch. Or not worth it I just want coffee. I nervously look up at the menu, biding my time…
Higher and Higher
The pivot, the transition. Nearly 400k views in a month. This is normal. Incredible is normal. Galaxies forming are normal. Comets are normal. Sunrises? Normal. Me reaching astronomical heights? Normal. Two days before I take a break, and three days before month’s end. Anything is possible. To be where I am now, and I can’t…
The Heiress JCS 