I’m finding the silver lining in being self made once again. Before I faced myself and my fears, I would kind of complain about it. It was disguised as me being overly independent. I didn’t feel like I was heard enough. As I’ve gotten older, I realized how much of a gimmick everything is. It…
Category: Alpha Female
As A Woman
My mother would say, “you’ll have a hard time finding someone. You’ve accomplished so much.” I have no desire to date a man doing less than me. And furthermore, who has less. It has been brought to my attention enough to know that when a man is lacking and not reaching his potential, he will…
Many Horizons
Funny story – someone who I helped would never repost my work, only other reposts! Their numbers and engagement are low. I helped because that’s what you should do. If you claim to be someone’s friend…act like it! Do I need her help? No. But the fact that it took a few seconds to repost…
Maybe Jealousy Suits You
They openly congratulate you, often. And they watch what you do, hoping to skim any information for themselves. Then, because they can’t reach you…they try launching silent attacks…all arrows aimed at themselves. Things have made a huge turn around in my life, but it doesn’t mean my fan club has disappeared. There are always one…
Now, A Stranger
I had originally realized the folly a month before making my decision. The landscape had changed. To be certain, we discussed what was unfolding, and he agreed he had messed up. My concern was his patterned behavior, and his seemingly lack of care for the situation. So, I began to launch my attack, blocking him…
Just Like That
My plaque is centered in our living room, for visitors to see. I originally didn’t want it, but it is a major accomplishment. My mother, despite our many differences, is proud of me. She gets wrapped up in the past, and will not change. But she at least said she’s proud. If you’re self made…
Uplifted
A lot of what I witness now happens for two reasons – people do not change, and they hope you haven’t. My ex said this perfectly last night, and I couldn’t agree more, “people love their bullshit.” When you are unaware, haven’t healed and have no idea what’s going on, everything triggers you. People can…
Imitation is the Sincerest Form of Flattery…
Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery that mediocrity can pay to greatness.” -Oscar Wilde Always give credit where credit is due. She didn’t think I’d notice…I follow her… I’d given her hair advice, and she said not a word. I thought nothing of it. Going through my profile is wild. All women do it….
Fake Spirituality
I didn’t heal myself to save humans. I raised my vibration to heal the world. The planet. It’s a being in and of itself. The spirituality people are spraying around, this woke age. This open your chakras, buy gemstones and howl at the moon shit? Is kool-aid to fine wine. Did you do your shadow…