Dies A Little – a Poem

Dies a little insideVeins stiffen up from pridePerfect in his eyesJust don’t tell him you cry All alone at nightThoughts of him on your mind.I die a little inside.Each and every time. I like dancing on the edge.A memory you will never forgetA song that’s stuck in your headThat echoes once you’re dead. Breathless wonders…

Uplifted

A lot of what I witness now happens for two reasons – people do not change, and they hope you haven’t. My ex said this perfectly last night, and I couldn’t agree more, “people love their bullshit.” When you are unaware, haven’t healed and have no idea what’s going on, everything triggers you. People can…

Once Upon A Time

“So please delete it…” I asked. Did he? Since late 2024, I have been receiving “guaranteed” film submissions, all or most within the category of the script I’d written – Sci-fi. From June 2023 to December of the same year, I received Disney + for free. That was a nightmare. I knew my account and…

And She Wore Black

Instinct is floral print or pink Soft, large eyes.  Beautiful full lips Curvy, naturally sensual. Not yearning, existing Everyone wants her. She turns her head to smile at men passing by Most of them married, staring into her eyes. No intent for none Just number one He’s wrapped up in her entirety A job well…

Reap What You Sow

People can be cruel, I’ve seen my fair share of it. I’m positive I’ve been cruel during my lowest days. Nothing compares to blood mistreating you. Except redemption. Reap what you sow. I’m watching it unfold. My body type, race, even my gender wereunder this persons scope. My mistakes, my shortcomings…my pain. One day in…

Mediocrity At Its Finest

It’s best I don’t divulge where I’ve witnessed it, but it’s everywhere so it’s difficult to miss. We seem to believe that being modest is a good thing, but what if you were really just undercutting yourself? Is this why we end up in terrible relationships, dead end jobs…with poor health but strange idealism of…

Hyper Feminine – Roses Have Thorns

Roses are known to have the highest vibration of almost all flowers, so it makes sense as to why many of us love them. They are literally uplifting. As femininity is in comparison to a garden, let’s dive deeper into this series I’ve been writing. Why would you think a flower would be harmless, and…

Lyrics to Sad Boi Moment

verse 1 – It was take it or leave it, it was damn he’s so fine. It was I’m tangled up, I want to be loose – want him to be mine. So I conspired. I dreamt everyday. I wondered if he ever looked at me and wanted to say, “can I just have you…

New Digs

Sharing just a few pieces from a very large box I received yesterday! I have yet to take photos of everything, but this was the second batch of super cute clothes sent by a good friend! We are actually the same size, and she is pregnant now. I am forever grateful for this. I swear…

Hyper Feminine – Judgmental

There is never a reason to use how someone dresses against them, but people do. I have learned that people will treat you a certain way depending on how you dress – it’s better you dress for yourself. People often project their insecurities in areas they need to work on, but everyone’s favorite target is…