Authentic Design

I have never been a fan of infidelity. It’s happened to me. I remember giving excuses to their poor behavior, too. I also don’t condone infidelity for financial gain. Bamboozling men or women to pay rent isn’t necessary – you made it necessary. That type of behavior will never fill that void of inadequacies you…

Dies A Little – a Poem

Dies a little insideVeins stiffen up from pridePerfect in his eyesJust don’t tell him you cry All alone at nightThoughts of him on your mind.I die a little inside.Each and every time. I like dancing on the edge.A memory you will never forgetA song that’s stuck in your headThat echoes once you’re dead. Breathless wonders…

Dark Femme – Hidden

Barely entering a coffee shop, several people look up and watch me. I’m nervous, and I hate conversations. People prod to see how far they can get. If they can’t break past my defenses, I’m a bitch. Or not worth it I just want coffee. I nervously look up at the menu, biding my time…

Protection

“Why do you go this route?” Why when I want to feel pretty like a flower, you decide to remove me from my garden? Don’t like the spikes, spiders, gore and lace? Treat me with decency. I do so to cause shock and awe. To leave certain individuals…appalled. To have them question their faith…to be…

Being Overly Independent

Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to. It really is ok to do things on your own…but there are some matters where you do need help. This phase was hard to let go of because I was certain it sustained me, but it really only kept me in the dark….

Dwell

How do significant life events or the passage of time influence your perspective on life? No one will like my answer. They don’t influence me at all – not in the way I allowed them too. Looking deeply into external issues means you have no intent on working through internal problems. It is more common…

Carnal

Under the influence of innocence. Nothing but black under the skirt. Assuming everyone wants a hit of it. Did it so much that it hurts. Love yourself far too little. Loved those others far too much. Posing as the victim in every situation. Constantly diminishing worth. Everybody does it. Just to feel love. A fraction…