“Why do you go this route?” Why when I want to feel pretty like a flower, you decide to remove me from my garden? Don’t like the spikes, spiders, gore and lace? Treat me with decency. I do so to cause shock and awe. To leave certain individuals…appalled. To have them question their faith…to be…
Tag: Dark
Being Overly Independent
Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to. It really is ok to do things on your own…but there are some matters where you do need help. This phase was hard to let go of because I was certain it sustained me, but it really only kept me in the dark….
Dwell
How do significant life events or the passage of time influence your perspective on life? No one will like my answer. They don’t influence me at all – not in the way I allowed them too. Looking deeply into external issues means you have no intent on working through internal problems. It is more common…
Carnal
Under the influence of innocence. Nothing but black under the skirt. Assuming everyone wants a hit of it. Did it so much that it hurts. Love yourself far too little. Loved those others far too much. Posing as the victim in every situation. Constantly diminishing worth. Everybody does it. Just to feel love. A fraction…
The Quiet of Night
What’s your favorite time of day? When I am reminiscing , and the light from the sun has faded away. As the moon begins to rise, bats out. Dogs barking, cats, hissing. People descending from their cars into their homes to cook themselves meals.. In between the acquiescence of a long coming and hopeful silence….
But…Did You Die?
I am unashamedly admitting that I often tiptoe around things because I am afraid of the outcome. No, I was never like that until I went through a lot of emotional trauma. I blame others around me, and myself for allowing it. After going full circle, and realizing I no longer have to tip toe,…
Music, Change and Progress
The winds of change have finally stripped away the old, at least for me. I have embarked on a new journey, which now mostly includes music. As I await the release date for my first single, I realize I am no longer lingering. If you are unfamiliar with me, that’s totally fine. I began my…