I’ve come to terms that not everything is as it seems. That I am okay with. What I don’t like is when I choose the stability within that mindset, and someone attempts to usurp it. Don’t you want me to be stable? Yesterday, my signal was terrible. It turns out, it was all over. I…
Category: understanding
Lossless
Creating a looming distance between what you’re told and what you know to be true is insane. But I’d rather operate on my own wave length, than pretend that what I hear is normal, or worse. To act. I would descend in such a way, that I would strip myself bare from my own intelligence…
Entirely Up to You
Nothing is certain – perhaps more so that things are ever changing. Because of this type of evolution, it amazes me when someone has managed to stay in one place. However, I have done so myself and I suffered greatly for it. The mind can open doors, or barricade you in, it’s your choice. There…
Hyper Feminine – Stories
Metallic pale pink, pale pink Guess sneakers. Perfectly styled hair, light makeup. I was minding my business, headed across town to the beauty supply store. It was a beautiful, late spring day in 2019. I really just wanted to get out of the house. I needed a moment. Truly, I didn’t feel like myself. I…
A Middle School Teacher
Who was your most influential teacher? Why? I do not know if Mr. Sulley is still alive, but there is a reason I bring him up. He was my eighth grade social studies teacher – and it wasn’t because of what he taught. But how. Details. Unbiased options. Truthfulness. All to the benefit of his…
Perhaps
Are you superstitious? Is it bad to have an itch, and know something is coming? Scientists deduct, denounce…but no one asked them. I’m not religious, but I believe my body and mind tell me what I need to know. You probably wouldn’t understand half of what I know to be true, and most of what…
A Spider 🕷️
Which animal would you compare yourself to and why? Intricately weaving my home. Trapping my food. Always near you, three feet in every direction…without your knowing. Intelligent. Adaptable. And will rebuild if my web is destroyed. Spiders are equalizers – they bring balance by killing off disease carrying pests. I admire them, as cunning and…
Dear 100 Year Old Me
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self. Dead 100 Year Old Me, We did a thing! No, we did not bury a body… We found love – within ourselves. Then we secured a handsome young man who does any and everything for us! So far, you’ve had four kids, self published eleven books, created your…
How Do You Find Time?
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain. When I first heard the question, I laughed at it. But now it’s annoying, and I have many reasons as to why. I have always created, so I considered asking where I find time to be on the sly side. Perhaps I should ask how…
Another Quote
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence? “When you are aware of the nonsense as a child, you are not well liked…mostly by adults.” -JCS
The Heiress JCS 