Creating a looming distance between what you’re told and what you know to be true is insane. But I’d rather operate on my own wave length, than pretend that what I hear is normal, or worse. To act. I would descend in such a way, that I would strip myself bare from my own intelligence…
Category: self love
New Years!
I’ve recently learned (and had to say “I knew it!” out loud) that New Years is actually around spring. It was celebrated this way by of course pagans and I would say, indigenous tribes of this beautiful planet. But the Gregorian Calendar has us operating like robots, removing even the thirteenth month and hour (all…
Always Trying to Relax!
How do you unwind after a demanding day? Typically, with all I do, I like to listen to music and play matching games. Or I will read, or write believe it or not. I’ve been taking the time unwind more seriously as I’ve gotten closer to the age of 40. And in recent years, I’ve…
Entirely Up to You
Nothing is certain – perhaps more so that things are ever changing. Because of this type of evolution, it amazes me when someone has managed to stay in one place. However, I have done so myself and I suffered greatly for it. The mind can open doors, or barricade you in, it’s your choice. There…
Hyper Feminine – Stories
Metallic pale pink, pale pink Guess sneakers. Perfectly styled hair, light makeup. I was minding my business, headed across town to the beauty supply store. It was a beautiful, late spring day in 2019. I really just wanted to get out of the house. I needed a moment. Truly, I didn’t feel like myself. I…
Perhaps
Are you superstitious? Is it bad to have an itch, and know something is coming? Scientists deduct, denounce…but no one asked them. I’m not religious, but I believe my body and mind tell me what I need to know. You probably wouldn’t understand half of what I know to be true, and most of what…
A Quote
A friend mentioned how they couldn’t gather congruent thought to create as much as I do – It helps keep my demons at bay my dear. For I fear if I allow them to flourish, I would be what the worlds truly dreads. -JCS
Pretty Much
Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Everyone tried to change me. I got used, lied to, cheated on. I’ve been arrested, I even tried to kill a man. I’ve dated rich men, I’ve dumped them too. Being who I am on the inside has kept me sane. I have changed or…
Selling My Poison
The prompts are slowing down, or maybe not as efficient. I don’t mind answering them, but blogging from my mind is great as well. I realized something today. Of If I ever stopped what I was doing, I would shrink and probably become digestible. While some marvel at all I do, stopping at any point…
The Heiress JCS 