---

The water is off where I stay.

No warning. And it was an emergency shut off – this is going to be an all day event.

I’ve been worrying lately. I spent a very long time in a hostile environment…then suddenly I was free. And I didn’t know how to act.

I had freedom. Luxury. I thought maybe I was doing too much.

No. I wasn’t. I’d never been used to doing what I wanted, when I wanted and not being judged. I keep having to tell myself I went through absolute hell…

And I made it out.

I am still somewhat adjusting, but that thought actually made me sad. How could I have gone through so much, and not realized it at the time? Mind you, I always had what I needed.

Like when I needed to get water this morning, and realized the water is off.

I had water stored up, and I had a way to get more. We may not be able to take baths until later, but we have food and water.

My point is. When you think you have nothing…and you believe you have nothing…you create the environment to sustain those thoughts. When you continue believing you will never have enough…you never will.

Blessing after blessing will pass you by, and you will always say it’s never enough. That type of attitude means you could suck this planet dry and still think it’s not enough.

So. You didn’t over do it. The universe doesn’t have a budget. (Man does, for control)

But that’s not what we’re talking about.

In turn, when you are blessed, you typically bless others. I do. I like seeing people win.

Just some food for thought.