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A repeated cycle that eclipsed my every move – the need to rush into everything, after having diligently taken my time to begin with. The fear of losing out.

It was expensive.

So I learned, because then I became more concerned about never understanding my mistakes. Really, I was looking for peace, and self awareness. Nothing the world has to offer.

By the world, I mean society.

It’s crazy really, that when I slowed down…I noticed everything. Things were given back to me…and then multiplied. Instead of wanting or wishing, I became content. I understood, and with that I dived deeper into myself.

Everything we think we want is surface crap. You don’t really need it. You make yourself believe it is important. If you do it for too long, you may not ever come up for air.

Recognizing your patterns…and doing the shadow work results in better outcomes. It doesn’t stop because you figured something out, you’ll work on another area of your life. And will probably continue to do so.

To me, that is ok. It is an evolution, and allows you grace as you continue to ascend to your true self.

Nothing in material form could ever compare to that.