That One Feeling…

What makes you nervous?

When you stand firm on your morals, you have sense and can make sense of a situation…and someone opens a can of bullshit right when you take a deep breath.

I loathe that feeling of insecurity from others. The need to feed off of a confident person, to start fights or steal from them. To lie, and try to always be right. It’s a god awful feeling.

When you can smell someone’s absolute nonsense unfurling in the early morning, or you can hear it in their voice when they speak – I hate that. I can work on myself, by generally ignoring them. That, and I say…well why do I feel like this or that? I do this because I have kids and they aren’t for anyone to emotionally abuse.

It’s insidious, but also it can be handled. It’s just a matter of me making sure I don’t ask why. The answer will always disappoint. I’ve learned knowing isn’t always the answer.

I don’t want to judge anyone, we are all on different paths. But feeling someone’s unhandled insecurities makes me nervous 😅

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