Needing to Learn

I am American. I read articles after politicians make stupid decisions. Here’s where I’m at with everything – what war? I didn’t start a single thing. Allies with more fire power will step in, America has bigger issues. Like the alarming rate of US households being at or below remedial. The still ever intensifying drug…

Time

“I had a dream about your mother,” my friend said. I frowned when I read her message. She knows how I feel about visions and dreams. Just as I had come to terms with everything, and decided to let it go whichever course, I was reminded that it will eventually happen. It’s not necessarily that…

Protection

“Why do you go this route?” Why when I want to feel pretty like a flower, you decide to remove me from my garden? Don’t like the spikes, spiders, gore and lace? Treat me with decency. I do so to cause shock and awe. To leave certain individuals…appalled. To have them question their faith…to be…

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thirty-eight years ago today, I came onto this plane to question everything , and never listen to those who doubt me! I am certain I’ve gotten on a lot of people’s nerves – I’m indigestible and independent thinking. In recent years, I’ve learned so much through self acceptance and universal love. Where we were told…

A Quote

A friend mentioned how they couldn’t gather congruent thought to create as much as I do – It helps keep my demons at bay my dear. For I fear if I allow them to flourish, I would be what the worlds truly dreads. -JCS

Make No Mistake

In January of 2017, I took my eldest and family to an art exhibit for Star Wars. It showcased the costume designs for the majority of the series at the time. On our way home, we intercepted protesters for a woman’s march. One women curtly asked why I didn’t attend. I told her because I…

No Chances Left

In early 2023, recording artist and MMA fighter Seckond Chance approached THÄ LØBÖ, asking him to record vocals for an upcoming song. THÄ LØBÖ did so immediately, sent the samples off and waited holding his breath. The conversation was, that Seckond Chance would also feature the up and coming artist in his music video, which…

Dodged That Bullet!

I tried to play match maker and it didn’t work! I won’t reveal who or why, but I found the two would not make a good pair. As one is very sweet, and kind. And the other just wanted to get their next fix! Assuming this person admired my relationship, I hoped to match them…

Ads and Publishing

I have been ambushed left and right recently. First, two publishing companies, now a marketing company. I don’t want to operate like a robot. While others feel having a huge fanbase makes you special, honestly, I like the pace I’ve decided tot wake. There’s nothing worse than a huge fanbase and no interaction. I want…

The Ick

Not one to be filled with bitter resentment, but I am finding it harder and harder to be kind to a certain family member. I express my frustrations of the day to my boyfriend, who I adore greatly. He listens and never judges me. Sometimes, I am triggered. To believe that ascension fixes your problems…