The sun has not quite risen yet, and the sounds I play at night are still droning on. It’s dark, quiet. I love it this way. Soon, I’ll ascend from my bed, drink coffee and begin my day. Laundry is on the schedule, and I also have to bake cookies. I couldn’t do this about…
Tag: Healing
Why I Create
There is a perpetual disarray of discontent aimed towards me. It has a disgusting feel to it…like someone is attempting to strip you bare, and push you into the streets for viewing. I recline on my thoughts, not to idle. To identify if I missed something. Giving people the benefit of the doubt comes to…
Never Giving Up – And Healing
What are you most proud of in your life? Everyone is a train wreck because we’ve all had a hand in hurting someone. So we pick up the pieces, and try all over again. Giving up is easier than continuously trying. Your aim is for a better life, whatever that may mean to you. If…
Keeping That to Myself
What’s something most people don’t know about you? In my adolescence, I was given IQ tests, and it bothered my parents a great deal. I was about thirteen years old, so I didn’t really care. Throughout my school years, many fights occurred with teachers. I was always sitting outside, not because I disrespected the teacher,…
It’s a Mix!
When my lazy day comes around, I do feel unproductive for the first few hours. I have been taking more time for myself, recently, so it’s new to me. I usually sit around and think about what I can do, what I can finish. Then I remember that it’s okay for me to take a…
The Opposite
Fear ripples through the body faster than you realize it’s happening. It blocks your judgments, flares your insecurities, and highlights your ignorance. That’s the basis of fear. Then there’s manipulation. Oftentimes, you assume you’re being manipulated because the other party is unhappy. They’re afraid of something. They’re literally visualizing their failures, death and shortcomings through…
Civility
What makes a good neighbor? From loud music no one wants to hear, to the laundry rooms being completely destroyed. I have huddled away into my home, and seldom speak to anyone. When I was growing up, the neighborhood of my origin was a lot kinder. The adults gave us food, yelled at us for…
Different Landscape
In a sense, I spent years cultivating the life I’ve wanted, for me, chosen by me. I look over everything, and realize I am satisfied at this point. Knowing there is more ahead of me doesn’t unsettle my soul the way it used to. There’s only one thing that hasn’t changed, but I’ve learned that…
Never Growing Up
I find this topic interesting. A lot reading may disagree. Physically growing up has priority over spiritual evolution. The flesh is far more ragged…and susceptible to aging, that’s obvious. If you are choosing suits over jeans, good for you! It’s not a determining factor. Those willing to diminish societal ideals of what growth is are…
Putting Out Little Fires
This has been mentioned in previous prompt answers, and it still stands. Typically, I am open and loving, so I feel both parties should express themselves. I never thought anyone would take advantage of that – using that time to insult and attempt to mentally degrade the other person, but it happens. When there isn’t…
The Heiress JCS 