You cannot relay messages now, without people taking them way out of context. It’s easier to spot when anemone really needs help, more than you realize. We find peace in our own ways. Happiness comes to us in different routes. Contentment ushers itself in with different dynamics for everyone. Being easily triggered has two causes…
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Partial Calm
A few things are calming down – more like I am getting used to them. There’s still excitement brewing. I’ve decided to not become anxious dealing with my mother because I’ll wear myself out. My children and significant other need me. I need me, too. Lately, I’ve gone back to editing. Snapchat crashed recently, views…
Interchangeable
This isn’t new, as it’s been around since the beginning of time. But I am realizing the dual sides of contentment and gratitude. They coincide , and perpetuate each other. I’m sharing this in awe, not ignorance of the fact. And you cannot have one without the other. I’ve seen displayed acts of gratitude to…
Me, Myself and I
If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why? I’m contrary, I know, There is no desire to be anyone else, even if simply for a day. No position seems worth it, no life or circumstance. It would be pointless. Whether rich or famous. Not even a child’s position…
Hard To Explain
What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? To put simply, and not give too much away – patience. There is something coming, and it’s great. But it will require everything from me, just about. I am ready, but the moment isn’t here. So I have to wait. Waiting can…
Not Willing to Try
What bores you? People with no initiative. Individuals who would rather compare themselves to someone else…rather than get up and try. It’s boring because it’s one dimensional behavior. The context of conversations are always pity parties, or love bombing (HUGE red flag.) Telling me what I do is incomprehensible is boring. It’s not impossible, it’s…
Biography Title
If there were a biography about you, what would the title be? If I Told You, You Wouldn’t Believe Me -JCS I’m almost certain many wouldn’t believe the entirety of my life and existence. The reactions I receive now, and I’m not even past the age of 40 yet! It’s an appropriate title, but it…
Lack of Common Sense
What do you complain about the most? It isn’t so common. That? And I also complain about people being cruel. Ok – you have a mental disorder, it doesn’t mean you get to be an ass. The funny part about that too, is, they also…want respect! I feel these two go hand in hand –…
Showcasing Contentment
If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say? On the billboard, I was show a picture of a stack of money, and under it I would say, “it’s not that serious.” Many people would get offended, others probably would be confused. It’s not for them, or maybe it is. For anyone who understands,…
Happiest
When are you most happy? Whenever I am in the presence of my significant other, or early in the morning, when my boys clamor into my bed, with sleepy faces and quiet responses. When I can rest, and clear my mind. Feeling the ache of my feet. Whenever I think about how far I’ve come,…
The Heiress JCS 