No one talks about how it feels to reach a goal. There is a freedom in a sense – but not as though you were trapped. Your mind understands more from what you’ve been through, and your navigational skills are off the charts. However, your goals should only be for you. Impressing a crowd is…
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Feeling Things Out
Reading people is my favorite party trick. The only downside is I’m usually never wrong. That sense when someone dislikes you for no reason is wild. It is not my fault you are unsatisfied with where you are in life – your happiness is under your charge. Just because we’re both standing in the same…
Realization
Weird but your reality comes into realization when you realize it – whether good or bad. Your thoughts shape your life and reality. Bad thoughts? Bad experience. Good thoughts? You get it. Except it’s not enough to pretend. You actually have to focus on re-wiring your brain and thoughts. Within this, you understand why it’s…
She Was Beautiful
The evenings became increasingly colder, I noted this as I waited for my ride share. The crisp night air stung my lungs, as I replayed everything in my thoughts at this moment – I don’t think she has much longer… I kept warning my family, they all seemed to agree. I had been taking care…
Transition – Close to Ending
Back to pulling better numbers! It’s been a while, and I feel the transition I experienced is partly why. So much has happened in such a short amount of time. I am still adjusting to my new life, but I’m happy with where things are. Moreover, I’m doing what I love (even on the days…
Just Like That
My plaque is centered in our living room, for visitors to see. I originally didn’t want it, but it is a major accomplishment. My mother, despite our many differences, is proud of me. She gets wrapped up in the past, and will not change. But she at least said she’s proud. If you’re self made…
Getting Back on Track
A lot has happened this year that has my household reeling, except that I also don’t want to forget what got me here in the first place. Taking my time. I’m guilty of thinking I can remove chunks of time to get to a destination faster. But I spent the majority of my life doing…
What I Want
It has panned out simply because I allowed. It is hard…integrity is hard. It is trying…but patience is a virtue. But it’s mine. I made it so.
Allowing
Waking up to over 16k views (other videos were not included in collage) is peak madness. I had a conversation with my significant other yesterday – I admit I am an influencer. But I’m doing so by not trying, and it’s working for me. There are many talents I have, and I showcase all of…
The Heiress JCS 