Maybe Jealousy Suits You

They openly congratulate you, often. And they watch what you do, hoping to skim any information for themselves. Then, because they can’t reach you…they try launching silent attacks…all arrows aimed at themselves. Things have made a huge turn around in my life, but it doesn’t mean my fan club has disappeared. There are always one…

Love Yourself 🤍

This is what I wanted – subscriptions, ads on my content. This is amazing. I didn’t hurt anyone to get it, including myself. I didn’t lie, or manipulate. It’s been blogged here before, but I slowed down. I stopped. I loved my life. I didn’t force anything. And then – this. It’s beautiful, though it…

An “Ism”

You cannot relay messages now, without people taking them way out of context. It’s easier to spot when anemone really needs help, more than you realize. We find peace in our own ways. Happiness comes to us in different routes. Contentment ushers itself in with different dynamics for everyone. Being easily triggered has two causes…

I Choose Me

One man talked so much, it was obvious he was hiding something. The other was way too sure of himself. And the last fellow wanted me but wasn’t willing to put in any effort. Meet me halfway. Um…no? Except, I blocked each and every one of them, and slept like a baby. Choosing myself is…

The Mistake I Won’t Make Again

While the internet has become a vital tool, there are some aspects that I’d rather avoid at all costs – that of connections via my phone or computer. It is already difficult navigating life, dating apps and internet interactions have those who are generally meek acting bolder online because they’re hiding behind a screen. It…

Autumn Delights

It’s time. As a anthophile, it had to be done! Fall is only a couple of weeks away, but I had to purchase at least two pots of chrysanthemums! They are truly stunning colors, and I’m very happy I did so. Denver often experiences milder winters (meaning, we have cold snaps and not lingering cold),…

Uplifted

A lot of what I witness now happens for two reasons – people do not change, and they hope you haven’t. My ex said this perfectly last night, and I couldn’t agree more, “people love their bullshit.” When you are unaware, haven’t healed and have no idea what’s going on, everything triggers you. People can…

To Embark

The sun sets over Colorado, another day to begin soon. I idle on how I feel, and realize that the older I get, the more others don’t seem to change. I’ll be 39 next year, I’m rolling in accomplishments, yet still silently think on what ifs, and so on. I used to help people often…

Jealousy is a Disease

Right as I was celebrating my good fortune, someone let their true colors show. Let me explain this as clearly as possible. I changed my Facebook page to professional mode. I only have 32 friends. I obtained about 390 followers during the time I made that decision. 110 more would make me eligible for monetizing…

Age Old

To you this slightly uninteresting – maybe even unimportant. Pointless, if you will. I’m sharing it because it’s apart of who I am. I have been doing hair, of all types and styles since I was 15, with no former training. It’s just a gift. I had one trip to the salon for what are…