A few things are calming down – more like I am getting used to them. There’s still excitement brewing. I’ve decided to not become anxious dealing with my mother because I’ll wear myself out. My children and significant other need me. I need me, too. Lately, I’ve gone back to editing. Snapchat crashed recently, views…
Category: contentment
Finding Time
There are a few days where I have no obligations, and I fill them as such. Just different things to do. The weather hasn’t been atrocious – it’s been moderate and comfortable. The previous weekend cannot be held to that esteem. It was hell outside. Here, I am finding that the recent pivot I made…
Fighting with Fools
Write about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently? Fighting is beneath me. I always say, that if I am yelling at anyone…we’ve lost the point along the way. I avoid arguments and fights like the plague. I cannot say the same for others around me….
Invisible Battles
While marveling at the many ensembles a friend sent me, I realized I didn’t have proper accessories to accommodate them! It actually started with a strange conversation with my mother – who has somehow wedged her way into my friend giving me the dresses in the first place. Another two packages is on the way,…
Interchangeable
This isn’t new, as it’s been around since the beginning of time. But I am realizing the dual sides of contentment and gratitude. They coincide , and perpetuate each other. I’m sharing this in awe, not ignorance of the fact. And you cannot have one without the other. I’ve seen displayed acts of gratitude to…
Tough to Say
Who is the most confident person you know? I don’t know many confident people. Some pretend. Others cast confident people down,. And what is confidence anyway? The most beautiful woman could be extremely insecure, so I feel that confidence is a firm, sturdy feeling of self…rather than superficial or materialistic. Confidence is trying something new,…
Me, Myself and I
If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why? I’m contrary, I know, There is no desire to be anyone else, even if simply for a day. No position seems worth it, no life or circumstance. It would be pointless. Whether rich or famous. Not even a child’s position…
Hard To Explain
What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? To put simply, and not give too much away – patience. There is something coming, and it’s great. But it will require everything from me, just about. I am ready, but the moment isn’t here. So I have to wait. Waiting can…
Not Willing to Try
What bores you? People with no initiative. Individuals who would rather compare themselves to someone else…rather than get up and try. It’s boring because it’s one dimensional behavior. The context of conversations are always pity parties, or love bombing (HUGE red flag.) Telling me what I do is incomprehensible is boring. It’s not impossible, it’s…
Biography Title
If there were a biography about you, what would the title be? If I Told You, You Wouldn’t Believe Me -JCS I’m almost certain many wouldn’t believe the entirety of my life and existence. The reactions I receive now, and I’m not even past the age of 40 yet! It’s an appropriate title, but it…