Do Better

Recently, I came across a gorgeous content creator, who is considered “curvy.” Without giving too much of her identity away, we’ll keep it at that. Her dresses are well made, ranging from forest fae to woodland witch. No matter what she wears, it always looks amazing. I am impressed and often heart her reels when…

Monumental – At Least for Me

One hundred and fifty-one views in a week was highly unexpected! I am blown away and very proud of myself. It’s been content all can view, as well. And what’s more – my music is attached to some of these highly viewed videos. I haven’t been monitoring it, I can’t help but to see views…

Extraordinary

Getting views with someone else’s music is ok. Bringing in astronomical numbers with your own is even better. Being self made is exquisite. Yesterday, one of my videos reach 12k views with my song Delgado on it. The previous day, They Won’t Stop by ThÄ-LØBÖ was featured on a video that reached 9k views. We’re…

Let Me See…

As mentioned in a previous post, I love chokers. I’m a Dark Fantasy nerd – first. Chokers match my major aesthetic. Yesterday, I decided to create a video with my s/o music on Snapchat. The song is titled They Won’t Stop, and it’s streaming everywhere. It’s an impressive piece, with him screaming in the intro…

Micro-Influencer

Last week, I had come to terms with where I am as far as what I do. I do many things, but somehow managed to become an influencer. I am not disappointed – it happened without me trying. It’s been fun. I realize that a lot of things occur when I’m not forcing it, and…

Reap What You Sow

People can be cruel, I’ve seen my fair share of it. I’m positive I’ve been cruel during my lowest days. Nothing compares to blood mistreating you. Except redemption. Reap what you sow. I’m watching it unfold. My body type, race, even my gender wereunder this persons scope. My mistakes, my shortcomings…my pain. One day in…

Allowing

Waking up to over 16k views (other videos were not included in collage) is peak madness. I had a conversation with my significant other yesterday – I admit I am an influencer. But I’m doing so by not trying, and it’s working for me. There are many talents I have, and I showcase all of…

Why It Matters

Humans look at someone, then personalize things we don’t think we can experience. Then we tend to say the person is bad, in a sense. From food, to clothing. Even sex. But we do this to make ourselves feel better due to our lack. Your lack is your issue and no one else’s. You can…

Mediocrity At Its Finest

It’s best I don’t divulge where I’ve witnessed it, but it’s everywhere so it’s difficult to miss. We seem to believe that being modest is a good thing, but what if you were really just undercutting yourself? Is this why we end up in terrible relationships, dead end jobs…with poor health but strange idealism of…