They openly congratulate you, often. And they watch what you do, hoping to skim any information for themselves. Then, because they can’t reach you…they try launching silent attacks…all arrows aimed at themselves. Things have made a huge turn around in my life, but it doesn’t mean my fan club has disappeared. There are always one…
Category: allowance
Love Yourself 🤍
This is what I wanted – subscriptions, ads on my content. This is amazing. I didn’t hurt anyone to get it, including myself. I didn’t lie, or manipulate. It’s been blogged here before, but I slowed down. I stopped. I loved my life. I didn’t force anything. And then – this. It’s beautiful, though it…
I Choose Me
One man talked so much, it was obvious he was hiding something. The other was way too sure of himself. And the last fellow wanted me but wasn’t willing to put in any effort. Meet me halfway. Um…no? Except, I blocked each and every one of them, and slept like a baby. Choosing myself is…
Transition – Close to Ending
Back to pulling better numbers! It’s been a while, and I feel the transition I experienced is partly why. So much has happened in such a short amount of time. I am still adjusting to my new life, but I’m happy with where things are. Moreover, I’m doing what I love (even on the days…
Oftentimes
It’s natural to hope and wish for things. It is unnatural to use your displeasure against someone. Whether it is your career, love or a longtime dream coming true…blaming others won’t make it so. You are then drowning in misery, and trying to take everyone along with you. I’ve heard a lot of people suggest…
The Mistake I Won’t Make Again
While the internet has become a vital tool, there are some aspects that I’d rather avoid at all costs – that of connections via my phone or computer. It is already difficult navigating life, dating apps and internet interactions have those who are generally meek acting bolder online because they’re hiding behind a screen. It…
Now, A Stranger
I had originally realized the folly a month before making my decision. The landscape had changed. To be certain, we discussed what was unfolding, and he agreed he had messed up. My concern was his patterned behavior, and his seemingly lack of care for the situation. So, I began to launch my attack, blocking him…
Uplifted
A lot of what I witness now happens for two reasons – people do not change, and they hope you haven’t. My ex said this perfectly last night, and I couldn’t agree more, “people love their bullshit.” When you are unaware, haven’t healed and have no idea what’s going on, everything triggers you. People can…
I Admire Grade School Teachers
What profession do you admire most and why? I originally wanted to teach elementary school children, but unfortunately I have systemic lupus. I would have been sick often. I admire teachers the most because of the sacrifices they make in their strides to teach young people. It’s not just about the subjects, it’s also connecting….
Stereotypes Equal Ignorance
I see the realm of ignorance hasn’t broaden. This is a touchy topic, but let’s talk about it. African Americans and other people of color stereotype their own people, constantly. My recent experience is proof many do not want to shed the bullshit. I have namely been classified as “white washed,” because I listen to…
The Heiress JCS 