There was a time that I would do anything to get views, fans, all of it. During that time, I went through absolute hell, and not a single fan helped my situation.

I think it’s imperative to note, I even spent thousands of dollars to obtain a fan base. I was living the high life – I knew celebrities, big and small. I was dating a billionaire. That, alongside my net worth and my success…I couldn’t be reached.

Funny thing though, I was looking up as opposed to taking in the view. I was smoldering from my own despair, and I couldn’t have been more blind at that time.

One thing after the next kept rolling in. Notoriety, fame, money, rich guys, hot actors . You name it, it was mine.

But I had no respect, from others or from myself. I was an image being toiled and churned behind the scenes by the men who wanted to flaunt me, and the women who wanted to be me. I had never been so afraid in my life.

One day, I realized my net worth is significantly higher in other countries. Let’s not get started on the US monetary system. Or just the US in general. It occurred to me that I had done plenty. And then suddenly, I felt free.

My point is, it is true when they say you will lose yourself. None of it is worth selling your soul. You’ve done enough, and you are more than enough.